I sit here over a couple of beers
I sit here over a couple of tears
Looking back over my short life
All I see is myself falling to strife
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I'm trying to find that smile
The one I haven't seen in a while
That smile that I now can only see in dreams
The smile that never came to my screams
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I
Riding on the trial
Where I won't have to bail
Riding on the street
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Girls bathroom, under water
Not a son, but a daughter
Facing backwards, upside down
Inside out, underground
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Tonight we lay here together
Where I want to stay forever
And with a smile and a kiss
I am sucked deep into this
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This garden I just could not enter
Who knew what would lie in the center
I raddled the gate
But it kept to my fate
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What does the future hold
Something that can not be told
Is it something so very scary
Or is it something that is quite merry
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Why do I keep playing this horrible game
It is definitely not tame
Because it constantly abuses me
Refuses to set me free
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I just cant say no
This won't work I know
I want to go the other way
I don't want to stay
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