Trysta Due Poems

Why does this always have to happen
The people I'm with wanting to die,
To take their life just because of one person
Yet they're never there to see the look in my eye,
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I think of all that's happened
About all the things I've been through,
But I don't let it get to me so much
Because there's nothing really I can do,
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I can hear the voices calling
Their voices soft, yet loud in my ear,
They tell me there's nothing to fear
Yet I only seem to be crawling,
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Everyone has at least one secret,
That no one knows about,
Just because someone has a secret,
Doesn't mean they want you to know.
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I wear a mask to conceal my feelings,
Hide them in an envelope with broken parts.
I'm a puzzel with missing peices,
Never to be whole.
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I've been in a rough situation lately
All of these things running through my mind,
Not knowing what to do or say to him
And wanting to leave all that's bad behind,
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His arms wrapped around me
I know I'm always safe here,
The kisses on my cheek and forehead
I always want him near,
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I get this bad feeling in my gut
When my mom says what he did,
I could be wrong with my thoughts; but
It just doesn't seem right in the end,
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The doubts in my head
I don't know what to believe,
Do I listen to the voices
Or do I just beg them to leave,
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People are always telling me,
'Trysta, you deserve better...'
But no one really sees,
What goes on when they're not around
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