I Want To Know Poem by Trysta Due

I get this bad feeling in my gut
When my mom says what he did,
I could be wrong with my thoughts; but
It just doesn't seem right in the end,
He always said he'd never leave my side
That he'd always fight to keep me there,
But now that he's gone I want to hide
I don't want to be here without him,
He taught me what I know
Taught me everything there is,
But I have no where to go
To hide, to cry, to get it all out,
Now I don't know what to do
To keep my mind off of him,
Because sometimes I wish I were dead too
But I know I can't leave what I have here.