I cry almost everyday,
I cry when you don't look,
I cry myself to sleep,
I cry in the shower,
...
Why aren't you here with us?
Why are we always second the second choice?
Why is it when the army calls,
your there.
...
It tears at my heart,
It gnaws at my soul,
Its a knife to the gut,
It rules my life,
...
I keep people distant,
from afar I look whole,
happy.
But if they get too close,
...