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I feel all keyed up like I need to
All depressed like I need to
My family is broke and I need to
I found their stash, so I need to
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Not so bad today,
But still not the best.
Light-headed, but I've been worse.
Slightly nauseus, but not horrible.
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This class is boring.
Presentations are lame.
I don't want to be here.
All we do is the same.
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Don't ask me any questions.
Don't tell me any lies.
Don't search for any answers
To the questions in my eyes.
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Go to the neighbors awake.
Come home dazed and asleep.
Fight with everyone, then pass out.
A piece of cheese for dinner.
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Too many words have been said.
Too many thoughts inside of my head.
Life is gone, and so am I.
Hope is gone, they don’t know why.
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Tender blades, kiss me slowly.
Open the wounds, and then you’ll know me.
Drink the venom of my life.
Kiss me again, and end my strife.
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I sit and think about my mum and dad.
About a time when they were around,
And I was glad.
But they met some people,
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I have known for some time that it would come to this end.
You get what you want, my clever friend.
Eight or nine years, you've been my solice.
Lovers, or friends? I'm not sure what to call us.
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I found an empty vein today,
And poured it down the sink.
I found an empty vein today.
They tell me what they think.
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This is the end.
My pain won't mend.
I can't take help.
I'll live with my hell.
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From the amount of blood lost.
From the amount of blood tasted.
From him walking in,
Though nothing was seen.
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I'm not suicidal.
It's just a way to feel.
I'm not a perfect girl.
It's just a way to feel.
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When I'm angry
When I'm lost
When I'm hurt
I turn to you.
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These gentle stains
Brought on by one fell swoop
Of anger and vindication
Show so brilliantly on the
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A romance, it started on the streets.
Together every night, life was a dream.
Months go by and nothing's the same.
Two people have changed, all but the name.
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Remember almost eight years ago?
Do you remember in the yard?
How about the trailor in the field?
I remember the way I said no.
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