Not Poem by xXsuicideXepidemicXx

I'm not suicidal.
It's just a way to feel.
I'm not a perfect girl.
It's just a way to feel.
I'm not an average student.
It's just a way to feel.
I'm not about to lie.
For that is to not feel.

I cut my wrists.
It's just a way to feel.
I burn my legs.
It's just a way to feel.
I hug my friends goodbye.
It's just a way to feel.
I pretend everything is okay.
For that is to not feel.

Then call me names.
It's just a way to feel.
Then hit me harder.
It's just a way to feel.
Then run away.
It's just a way to feel.
Then act like nothing happened.
For that is to not feel.