Yoni Dvorkis

In the beginning I knew I wasn't whole.
To shed this world, I'd have to kill my soul.

Over and over my bodies breathed sighs of relief
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'But Motek, it's Hanukkah!
You MUST be with the FAMILY on HANUKKAH! ! '
(Ok Mom, sure Mom, right away Mom, I'll come home)
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I love you
Because I hate myself
This is my impression
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You should feel ashamed.
What are you an idiot?
The woman is standing there with a baby crying in her arms.
The train is starting and stopping, rapid, erratic, uncaring.
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1. Dimple under left eye, apply air brush.
2. Extend her legs, more voluptuous. Add 4 inches from ankle to knee cap.
3. You know...I'm just not feeling the dress. Do we have one of her in that green strapless?
Men like strapless right?
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No thought too dark for the monster,
the beast will bare its teeth.
The innocent taste of false hopes and dreams,
and the Angel of Mercy is torn limb from limb.
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Why have you never felt safe here?
How many times have you gone over this in your mind?
Driven to the brink of infinite outcomes.
A plague of restless possibilities.
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1.Fill me up, I am always lacking.
Consumption, the name of the game.
The hunger devours the horse,
fattens me to the core.
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Is it painful to express your art,
or is it artful to express your pain?

Does the torment carry the weight of a thousand suns?
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The lonesome withered shadow comes here in the night,
to call upon the angels’ grace and soothe the nameless fright.

Convinced he is abandoned as fear is all he’s known.
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Love is an authority.
It dictates choice and consequence
and joins together all the wayward lamenters
who grieve at their loss of purity.
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Joyous tears aplenty, in search of willow trees,
where ancient might has fallen, shriveled, sagging life and limb.
Thirsty seeds of sacred trust have scattered ‘cross the seas.
Seething words of wisdom sing in glorious praise of sin.
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Tired lifeless eyes
Stare at one spot on the wall
Feeding tubes and scrubs
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