I stand here with a smile
I stand here hiding my pain
I watch the cars race down the road
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I Stand Here Hiding My Pain
I stand here with a smile
I stand here hiding my pain
I watch the cars race down the road
I watch them all race by
I came here to jump
I came to end my life
I think about the fall
I think about the mess it would make
I wonder who would clean me up
I wonder what would pass through their minds
I stand here at the edge
I stand here looking down
I watch the rocks fall off this cliff
I watch them fall down to the road
I came here today
I came here with a note
I think about my family
I think of how they would be hurt
I wonder how high up I am
I wonder why I still haven’t jumped
I stand here with a smile
I stand here hiding my pain