I Stand Here Hiding My Pain Poem by Abcd Abcd

I stand here with a smile
I stand here hiding my pain

I watch the cars race down the road
I watch them all race by

I came here to jump
I came to end my life

I think about the fall
I think about the mess it would make

I wonder who would clean me up
I wonder what would pass through their minds

I stand here at the edge
I stand here looking down

I watch the rocks fall off this cliff
I watch them fall down to the road

I came here today
I came here with a note

I think about my family
I think of how they would be hurt

I wonder how high up I am
I wonder why I still haven’t jumped

I stand here with a smile
I stand here hiding my pain