Achieng' Ochieng'

We cry about yesterday's pain and get scared of tomorrows uncertainties
But we forget today's laughter
We dwell on yesterdays losses and stress about tomorrow's cares
But we forget today's fulfillments
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It should be different
For I forgave and I forgot,
It should be different
For I poured out my heart once again,
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Suffocated with pain, drowning in sorrow
But I refuse to die,
Exhausted from chasing, beaten with harshness
But I refuse to die
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Because you love me, you present a rose today
And turn it into a thorn tomorrow
Because you love me, you caress me today
And Slap me tomorrow
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Just wondering how I got here,
In a place where my heart bleeds daily,
Where my soul still searches for something it thought it already had
A place where comfort turned into extreme discomfort
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I wish I was the painting on your wall,
Whose color and ambience is a sight you behold,
Its texture, a true feel of reality
Its perfection, without a question
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It has been the longest and toughest road I've ever had to travel
A journey that I took believing I knew my destination, only to find myself in the woods, alone
Where the two reassuring voices, urging me on, suddenly became one voice; my voice
And it became a lone, painful journey!
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You stand there and watch!
Thinking you are far from it, but truth is you are
Lashing out words with ease, caring not about their destination's state
For at the bottom of the list, lies your concern
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I fell,
In love with the strength I saw in me through your eyes
I fell,
In love with the courage I saw in me through your voice
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To talk to you
To make you laugh
To put a smile on your face
To be your desire; is all I have waited for
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</>I was on a journey……….
Convinced I had reached my Destination,
I stopped
Only to find that I was actually in the middle of traffic
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You say you don't hate me,
Yet you slum the door at my face!
You say you don't hate me
Yet your words thrust thro' my heart as a knife to kill me!
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