Ajmacia McQueen Poems

She was broken from the pain
Crying from the bruises
Scared of her own happiness, Terrified of how to get to it
She received kiss of affection, to verify his love
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I've been mad for so long from the mistakes you seem to not notice
Crying for you to see how your words can cut deeper than a knife
Your so blind, when you think you see everything is so clear
LOVE is not in your vocabulary & it's such a shame
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Promise my love will always be yours
My heart locked in a box, Waiting for your love to help it beat again
You hold all the cards, You hold the key
Waiting in this tower isolated from this world
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Mom
What are you thinking, What are you feeling?
Are you safe, Are you in danger?
Are you hiding, Or did someone steal you away?
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My pain is my drug
its my reason to cry, its my reason to be in the shadows of my shame
caught up in a world of misery and lies
The truth is on the inside but still I hear words of deception
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I listened as you wisphered sweet words in my ear making my body warm every time you was near
Touching my neck as you glanced at my eyes, Looking at me with red the color of love every time you wanted a peck of a kiss.
Day by day you make me feel as high as you wanted my soul to feel
L.O.V.E is what you tricked my heart to believe that we shared.
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The girl with a smile on her face
But worries wondering in her mind

The Girl with a joke ready for you to hear
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Time that we spend together are more tougher to bare more and more as the the days come. Our verbal actions are more crude as the topic becomes more hasty.
I feel that the love has an absence but I can't figure where to?
Thoughts swondering my brain as I pace back and fourth, Im trying to solve our problems as many ways as I can. Still no solution.
I hold back tears as I'm looking at the face that usually smiles as me so tenderly, but now looks at me with such coldness.
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