Shattered Poem by Ajmacia McQueen

I listened as you wisphered sweet words in my ear making my body warm every time you was near
Touching my neck as you glanced at my eyes, Looking at me with red the color of love every time you wanted a peck of a kiss.
Day by day you make me feel as high as you wanted my soul to feel
L.O.V.E is what you tricked my heart to believe that we shared.
My common sense was filtered with your cologne to tell me something was wrong.
I gave you a piece of me that I thought you would always keep but my mind was fooled once again
Days pass as the sweet words dissapeared and your kisses of affection was so far but yet so near.
My mind becomes distant as the pictures of your face, and the sound of your voice is all that I can imagine
My heart is in confusion as I can't grasp to wear the hand that held my heart so firmly is squeezing it so tight. My heart is sore.
My soul is so dim as I realize the love I thought we shared was a lie, I hold my head as I can't stop thinking of the humiliation you caused me I blame myself but I know I shouldn't but I do.
I sit on my bed as I wish I can erase the thought of you but it seems that I can't, I stress as I still want you to hold me tight as I cry from the hurt
but I remember that your the reason of my pain.Im lost.
I go on day by day trying to move on from how you played with me so carelessy...But how can I when I gave a piece of me that it seems I can't replace.