For the past 5 years I've sugar coated my life,
Witnessing 4 deaths, a broken soul, and a bloody strife.
I've been to Hell and back with an I.O.U from the devil
You want another life, but I want a more challenging level.
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I've been bruising everyday since I was born.
The world made me this way.
Now I'm waiting for that perfect storm.
The day that I should've played Russian Roulette.
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Everyday I wake up to a storm of torment.
An air raid siren cry that pierces and augments.
My, suicidal tendencies as if they weren't enough.
I'm just that 'nobody' with a soul that's morphine cuffed.
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