Within my mind
Constant battles are fought
A tug of war
A line between light and dark
...
It has been said,
"All is fair in love and war."
How many have bled
To settle the score?
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She loved him more than life,
He cut her deeply with his knife.
Her heart slowly bled.
She cried softly and said,
...
Within the night sky
I see so many stars
No definite number
Just like my scars
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A heavy heart,
Is hard to bear.
While pain is a part,
It becomes hard to care.
...
Pain…
Is a fascinating thing.
Binding with its bitter chain,
Leaving no hope but a single grain.
...
He has my heart
How I love him so
Even though we're apart
My wounds he did sew
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Recovery Or Relapse
Within my mind
Constant battles are fought
A tug of war
A line between light and dark
It takes a toll
Who will win?
I cannot break
Small steps I take
Recovery or relapse?
I can't afford to lose
If I give in
My demons will win
Reaching out
For help I cry
Desperately waiting
Do I give up and die?
The cold steel
Slowly digs in
Leaving harsh lines
Lines that define
The sweet release
Pain awakens…
My weakness.
My addiction.