Amy Kerswell Poems

Flashbacks they come and go.
But now they are here all the time.
Every single day.
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When Im dead and in the grave
Will you still love me or will you hate me?
If I look down on earth will I see you cry?
If I looked above my grave
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If I were to kill myself tonight
Would you be angry or mad?
If I were to take my life tonight
What would you think?
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I'm lying here like a ragdoll
I must look a mess
Life just took its toll.
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Why must you save me?
All the time
Each time I try
You call the police
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My life has been taken
From the forces beyond.
They want me dead
They want me gone.
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I have memories of hell.
I have flashbacks that remind me.
It reminds me of sheer hell.
Flashbacks rip through me
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My only way out is
towards the light of death.
I'll see the light and no it's time to let go.
And leave this world behind me.
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Im standing above and
see you allAfter my suicide
In the after math I see you cry.
I see your anger.
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Remeber I told you
I have had enough of life.
I assume you dont think
I have been through enough.
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