Im lost within a world
A little world of my own.
Not quite real
Or even humane.
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So very numb inside.
I do feel.
So very empty and numb.
Will ever feel again,
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The silent screams inside
Nobody does hear
But me.
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When I was a child you hurt me.
I was nothing but a mere girl.
I was only 5 years old.
I couldnt fight you couldnt fend you off.
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Today I realised something.
Death can wait.
Why should I end my life?
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Im a person lost.
Im lost in my despair.
Lost within my fears.
As my despair deepens.
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A million tears cryed.
Still the hurt lingers on.
The greif stays with meeach day.
I miss you more each day.
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Alone I shall now walk.
All alone with nobody near.
And nobody to hear.
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I know a lady called misery.
That is me and my life.
I encountered an angel called evil.
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I am an angel.
I am of no good.
Im an angel but more like a parasite.
I feed on your fears.
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