Watch as this tear falls into empty space
See it fall into life's nameless place
Can you see the glisten as it catches the light
That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight
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No questions left to answer.
Absoulte no problems left to solve.
No one to have to answer to.
All my problems solved at last.
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This is the only thing I have known.
Pain choas and disaster.
Most of it inflicted by others.
But through what others did to me.
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Im so angry.
Im hurt aswell.
But admist all of this I am lost.
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Sometimes I'm a loser yes I am
sometimes I'm ok.
Sometimes I don't really know...
what I am to say...
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I hated the words I was hearing.
But I had to be told.
My beloved grandad was dying.
Cancer was about to take his life.
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My grandad left me to day.
The angels took him home.
Its said god picks the best.
I guess thats true.
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My memories huant me.
They kill me inside.
Now they've killed me in the flesh aswell.
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I can just about picture you all sat there.
My beloved family and freinds.
Within the wake of my suicide.
Not relly knowing way.
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Everything around me is broken.
Nothing remains a whole.
For anger overtakes my life.
Leaving me in hell of a rage.
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