Come and get copper.
Im here ready for ya
Im waiting
Come and get me
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A shadow is looming
Bringing with it gloom
Now i will be in the doom.
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In a world of large dispare.
In a world of sadness
And a world of greif and pain.
In a world of abuse.
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I hurt from the past.
Past events of sexual abuse.
The pain still with me.
Deeper then before.
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Good night and good bye
evil inhumane world.
I must leave now.
I cant take no more.
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Im a powder cake
About to crumble
About to go to crums
About to blow
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Razor blade razor blade
Sharpe glass shards
Knife blades
And all things sharpe.
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As the bottle slowly empties.
As I drink my way through.
I think to myself.
God your a mess.
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Pain and helplessness.
Burns and simmers away.
It all buns inside.
I cant rember a pain free day!
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And now the time has come
For me to give in
To end this lousy fight.
I cant beat it
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