ASENA MARIE SATAN'S SPAWN Poems

i am the one who lurks in the shadows
i am who your parents warn you about
i am the devil worshipper with too much make up
i am who children run in fear from
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I know it hasn't been long since I last saw you baby
But to me it feels as long as five hundred years
I miss you to the point I am loosing all sanity
There has to be an end to all this calamity
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the tears in my eyes dont dry up
the stay there dwelling
just waiting to fall
thinking about life
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i am feeling like a prizoner in my own skin
being trapped inside a body i dont feel as if is mine
as if my skin is bars not letting me out
not beliving whats happening
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How can a person
Feel so empty?
When they’re so full of life,
Why does that emptiness come?
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I linger in the night;
Woundering through these streets,
Seeing people run from fright.
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I lived my life in shadow
Never the sun on my face
It didn't seem so sad, though
I figured that was my place
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I cannot remember what happened that fateful night, it all seems like a blur to me.
What had I done, what had I done, I wish I could remember, have my demons finally taken control of me?
I am lost in the abyss of my own mind, unable to find an answer to my question held here against my will; in this building, the air is dense with insanity.
I do not wish to take my last breath here, I must escape I must escape. A mind of a mad man is not mine, not mine at all.
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Insanity hounds my every step,
Insomnia has followed me home,
Madness has fallen in love with me.
And now I'll never be alone.
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i have a guilt ful pain
and it comes from loving both of you
and i dont know what to do
i cannot lie to you
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