Ashley Jamie

Who is this girl
This reflection I see
For this is not me
What have I done
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Look me in the eyes and tell me you love me
Try and do it without making it a lie
Can you?
Can you not lie to me
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Crummbled up as if a peice of dirty trash
And thrown on the floor
Continued to be stepped on
Spitted apon
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Every night I cied myself to sleep
Everyday I saw you look at me
Everyday I wondered what I did wrong
But one night I realized it was you all along
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Her brown eyes gazed at me while I continued to write
The dark blue blanket looked so soft as she pulled it closer
And waited impaciently for me finish
Her dark brown hair framed her face perfeclty
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I am not what I seem
I am a person, a kid, a child
However you wish to put it
I am just like everyone else
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Alone I wait
Feeling emptyness I wait
Grass seeps up under me
Pinching at the stem I stand apon
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Tears stream down my face
Looking down
Trying to ignore you screaming at me
Your hand raises
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I think im a blonde
I havent really checked
I thought my hair color's brown
But peope say im no dumb to be a brunette
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Sitting in the moon lit night
Telling myself its all alright
Tell me where to go cuz I dont know
Where was I ment to be
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Have you ever wondered why the stars shine so bright
They light your way upon every night
They get rid of all your big frights
And they show you life on the other side
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You make me smile
You give me butterflies
And on the bluest of days
Your right here by my side
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I need a hero
Someone to be there for me
To catch me when I fall
To pick my feet off of the ground
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The sirens are circling around me
A helicopter above my head
Lights flickering apon my face
Causion tape as far as I could see
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I force a smile apon my face
You dont sence anything wrong,
But when my act is over
I bow my head down low and cry
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Dad
You left me sad and alone
Confused and angry
Why, Why did you leave
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Im suffering
The pain is so hard to bare
I cant live this way anymore
Your sufficating me with all the lies and promises you told
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Im holding back
Not telling you the truth
You may think its so simple
But it's so hard for me to tell you
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You walked me through kindergarden
Held my hand through first grade and up
But now its high school mommy
And i know how to stand up
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