</>I’m sorry I’m not perfect,
I’m sorry I’m not right,
I’m sorry I always want to cut, bleed away, and die.
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</>Most of you don't understand what cutting does for me,
You don't understand that cutting has saved me.
My blade is my messiah,
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</>The night is cold and I’m fading away,
Who I am now has no right to stay.
How much for the bullet,
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</>Feel the pain when the sun goes down.
Release the hate when the wolfs start to howl.
Live the loner in the darkened night.
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</>For when there is hurt in your heart,
You lose your human part.
So close heaven may seem,
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</>Time is short I must move fast,
We both know my soul had many legs but it’s on its last.
Time to destroy the pain,
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</>I’m sorry I’m not perfect,
I’m sorry I’m not right,
I’m sorry I always want to cut, bleed away, and die.
I’m despise who I am,
Most nights I wonder where this path began,
I dream of a life where I am happy,
Full of life,
No blood on my knife.
Where I won’t have to fight to hide what’s truly inside.
I hate that I scare you,
I hate that I worry you,
I hate that I love you because I know I could never be by you.
It’s all so damn crazy,
I’ve lost all hope I have even turned to praying.
Even though I don’t believe in a god,
I hate that I turned to what I believed that could be wrong.
I have nothing to lose,
I’m not afraid of death,
So if tonight may be the night I will gladly take my final breath.