I learned how to fall out of love today
As A profound silence took its place
One day I will close my eyes forever
And with eternity I'll be replaced
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Staring at pool of crimson red
The worlds unlucky now left undead
Aborted babies shriek unheard cries
Held by rancid demons upon tainted skies
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There's blood in the bath tub
From a needless mistake
There's blood on my hands
From the chances I take
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Oh please Lord, just let me go
Just make sure that I die slow
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Young lips drink deeply on the bitter waters
Of hate and suffering
These same lips choke on the stail stench
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Trying to stay in an apocaliptic coma, yet I'm pudded out by a smile
As I sleek back to seclusion
I'm spellbound by a Beauty that I simply cant't deflile
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I'm just a helpless child
And all I want is to know why
I'm lost in a sea of deprevity
Why is the only thing I want, to die
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I awoke in a different place today, not the place I know
I think I felt my soul again, some strange emotion from it's hole
I abandoned the world once, to escape from all the pain
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I suck up all the good around me
and focus it within
I try to feel something warm
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