Friends......? Poem by Beau Bennett

I suck up all the good around me
and focus it within

I try to feel something warm
yet it turns to cold once I begin

There is no word for what I've become
some twisted nether void of love

Always giving, never receiving
Always wanting, but always left bleeding

I may be a monster
but i say to hell with your blame

I lived for only your happiness, lets see how you'd turn out
If only you'd done the same