You always try to tell me
Everything will be fine and
I should be a child
When really i cant...
...
You told me lies for the first 8 years
And when you told the truth
It destroyed me inside
Can never talk to you
...
Bright lights and music
Yet i can't stand them
Always aching, Always sore
Just want a normal day
...
Always Down, never up
Want to see the light
But all there is only darkness
One day i will be back
...
Feeling alone, abandoned in life
Just want to cry
But i am strong and will survive
Because you dear family
...
Sitting on my own, even though you are next to me
All i hear is about them and nothing about me
It makes me sad, its me mad
But what can i do
...
On my own, alone in this world
Want to cry but dare not
In case you see the real me
Behind this mask which has
...
No one listens when i speak
Am just to get on with it
But am still your baby girl
And still need/want your
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Down and out, all is black
Just want to see the light
Feel like crying, cause of the pain inside of me
But instead i will suffer in silence
...
Favourite child 1,2,3 but yet am ignored
You love and care for them more then me
You leave me alone to cry
...
I do whatever you ask, all of the time
But when I need something of you
I am betrayed in the mind, body and soul
...
I grew up without you
Never got a hug off you
You sit away from me
As if I'm something different
...
Been suffering from depression for a while now, find poems the easiest way to explain my emotions to people. work in a hotel at the moment and due to the depression i am takin a year out of college.)
Listen
Dying inside with the pain
But no one cares
What should I do, when should I listen
When no one listens to me