How do you live,
in a family,
that never shows love,
that only brings drama and chao,
...
I feel so hurt,
broken hearted,
why do you do this to me?
i keep telling myself, i'll get over it
...
...
I once knew this girl,
she loved this boy oh so much,
finally one day,
...
Jealousy,
it's nothing but trouble,
causes pain and sorrows,
makes friends,
...
and i don't know why,
maybe its because I'm happy?
...
I've cried my few tears for the day,
...
Haven'd been able to say,
truly how i feel lately,
'though i am full, i am empty',
i finally figured that's how i feel.
...
don't get me wrong,
I'm not suggesting anything.
.~.
Just saying,
...
Am i better off?
Could this be good for me?
that my friend is gone,
maybe this will help me,
...
I'm lost,
can i be found again?
you said i'll just know,
when i've found myself again,
...
Everybody's fool,
i guess thats what i am,
i'm stupid enough,
to keep coming back for more.
...
Should i just shake it off
Or just sit and wait
I say im over him
Yet i still think of him
...
in this big world,
no love and uncared for,
this place,
it's so cruel,
...
It's been almost six months,
since i first met you,
from the first day,
i knew,
...
* * *
I've escaped the allurement of death,
more then once.
Being subservient to the thoughts,
...
~
The angel entered the room,
and she was asked,
'what do angels need? : .
...
Family Of Friends
How do you live,
in a family,
that never shows love,
that only brings drama and chao,
upon the table of life.
...
How?
because you surround yourself,
with another kind of family.
...
A family,
that never judges you,
won't pull you to the ground,
but pick you up when your down in the dirt.
...
People who,
you can tell anything too,
and won't think differently of you,
after they know,
your deepest,
and darkest most kept secrets.
...
This family,
isn't blood related,
but so much more,
their a family of my friends.
: : end: :
written: 11/13/05
Truly, Ashley is a very nice and caring friend. She has the power to make and fulfil promises. She is the best friend any one could have and most of her friends can testify to that. She has a good heart and an awesome dream. Her poetries are touching, unique and inspiring. And i am so glad to be her pal. Ashley, i am proud of you, and you are so important to me. I want you to keep on your good effort in the small wide world of poetry.