Brooke Ashlyn

Scars on my wrist
It was to hard to resist
As the tears stream down my face
I dream of leaving this place
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Covered by darkness
There is no escape
All because of one little mistake
They show no love
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Everyone keeps there distance
No one knows when you fall out of existence
Dying inside and living in a dream
Lost inside tearing at the seams
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Leave me alone
Please let me be
This is not my home
It will never be
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As I press the blade against my wrist
The cool medal on my skin
As I drag it slowly across
I feel like I am finally the boss
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Why did you leave me
Why didn’t you care
Why didn’t you protect me
Why weren’t you there
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There are marks on your arm
And they hurts so bad
What did they do
To make you so sad
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Why am I here
what did I do
I might be crazy its true
And I did a few thing i shouldn't have done
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They make me take some pills
To change who I am inside
They don't care about the person it kills
They don't know how hard i tried
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You ask me why I feel they way I do
You tell me my memories simply aren't true
You tell me I am brainwashed
Just an immature child
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Why wasn't I good enough for you?
Why were you never there
Now you tell me the things I say aren't true
Did you forget that I'm your daughter
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They say I’m bi-polar
I might have an anxiety disorder
They told me I suffer from depression
And sometimes I get a little to angry
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You asked me why I shut people out
You wonder why I never let anyone see the real me
Why I swallow my shout
You don’t understand this is the way its supposed to be
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Every truth and every lie
Every cut and every cry
The pain it dies
The rain falls hard
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I loved you and thought I could trust you
Just start new
You were the father I never had
Nothing like my real dad
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Every one judges
The girl with the scars
Why she holds grudges
And stares at the stars
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My thoughts have turned backwards,
And nothing seems right.
The pain lost it's meaning.
The hope lost it's might.
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As the blood drips down
I'll be thinking of you
Knowing everything you said
Simply wasn't true
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Laughing
Smiling
A little child
Watching
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Lost forever
Dying soul
You are never
Leaving me whole
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