Cate Jade Poems

flowers symbolises beauty and love'
'like the soft emotions of a dove
soon to be filled and consumed with hope
i will be able to cope
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Im traveling a far away journey on my own road
i don't know where it takes me
but i follow the one that leads me home
shelters me and hides me from my fears
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The sad feelings growing on me
Filling me with nothing but pain
my heart i never ending flame tree
endless no hope to gain
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Replay the good memories
cause i can't seem to remember any
nothing stands out in my mind
only the tears i cry
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my friend i will never forgive you but ill help you stand
ill never remember you but ill always be there
you will push me down but then grab my hand
why be right there when you dont even care
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The voices in your head send me falling to the ground
the stares burn darkness into my soul and i cant be found
the moments the bring me down cause endless pain
the endless roller coaster i can never get off and will never gain
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the loudness of breath the sweat the drops from the persons face
the tables that align the students the sounds of typing and feeling of disgrace
nervousness filled the room as i waited hoping to do some last minute revision
even the notes i remember and the times ive reviewed just blurred my vision
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life is horrible and hard
why do bad things happen to good people
why cry when you can feel better
why feel empty when you can feel so full
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Sometimes i imagine myself on a ledge
feeling the breeze through my hair as i slowly jump
as my arms reach and stretch
i feel my heart beat like a pump
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trying to say something but words wont come out
nervousness spreads through my body making my whole being numb
im drowning as my voice gets as dry as a drought
im standing clueless feeling really dumb.
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