im in a class room staring at her
im in a dream just thinking about her
...
i soar through the sky
as happy as a man
can possibly be
...
this gun i hold it is so deep
the barrel is four feet
this gun i hold it does not like me
it is to long to be able to hurt me
...
you ever felt a strong energy rush into you
like a bolt of lighting catching a tree on fire
...
how i know the pain of loss
it hurts you deep where no one can touch
why do we seek life and love
when we all know it shall be lost
...
the moon is shining like morning mist on a white rose
the ocean is sparkling like a million white diamonds
...
ready for death born for life i will soon be forgotten like all those before
all i know will soon begone
...
morning is so sweet yet sad
you wake up tired and sad
...
ever seen they daylight sky and just wanted to die
ever known the mornings coming and just had to sigh
ever wanted to isolate and try to hide
ever wanted to die and try not to cry
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the glory i once knew oh so well
the glory i trumped in and now have strayed from
i once heard people yell and scream for me
now i hear silence or booing at me
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