Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer Poems

Night, how beautiful you are
and caring to caress me like you do
when I’m broken and lost the most
you have been such an amazing friend
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I never want to hear someone say
“I love you”
anymore to me.
I don’t deserve to hear these words
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How easy it is to kill myself
and in many different ways too.
I am sitting here trembling, my body giving up
my world crashing down
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To my Best Friend

This is the last time I will say these romantic words,
and especially the last time I will mean it.
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The only time I loved you, truly,
was the first time we met.
You caught my heart there
and my life spun before my eyes.
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The sun brings out the best of me
that people want to see
I wear that mask to portray
the amazing me,
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Sometimes, I get
really mad, not
only at myself,
but at everyone
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I’m laying my heart down for you,
right here, on our island,
at this very moment in time
with the witness of the moon.
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The dreaded inevitable process has come yet again
but this time it is not here to come up with a plan
to block out my depression,
or to create another mask to impress the world
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Me, you, us
laying heart to heart on the fluffy
blanket you brought from home
contemplating the stars in the dome of night
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