I close my eyes tighly,
Engaging my senses,
Pulling from your body,
Every sensation i can.
...
I dont know how to be,
The one who isnt begging,
To be loved and wanted.
I dont know how to be,
...
The Horrors of the night,
Attacking my senses,
Like a ghoul of ghastly,
Sentiments.
...
Twisted sentiments,
Of a vague description,
A warped taste for blood,
And my own conviction.
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I was asked the other day,
'In what do you believe? ',
So i sat and pondered,
About what life meant to me.
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You kick me to the ground,
Cursing my existence.
Thats ok,
I dont mind,
...
Twist me into temptation,
I want to feel the night,
Kiss away the darkness,
and bathe me in your light.
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You're a disease,
Creeping throguh my soul,
Devouring me,
Im no longer whole.
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I remember it so clearly,
That weeping, crying day,
when all my courage vanished,
When i had nothing else to say.
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