crystal cadet

my little baby
how sweet that you lie
please o' please dont cry
sleep like an angel and have a goodnight
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for me to be able to be in love
i want to love me
without me loving me
i dont think i'll be able to love someone else
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i wanna go up
up into the sky
i wana be able to touch the clouds that go by
i wanna feel when gods having a bad day
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trapped
caged like an animal
searching for something
that will never b true
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today i watched a show called one tree hill
n a guy named Q died n i cried
never thought a show would get me so down
even if it was a show, it seem so real
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when its over
there is no turning back
there is no tomorrow for u
holding on would be silly
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i am crystal
i am hardheaded
i am stubborn
i am 15
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i wanna wish on a star
and then you appear right in my arms
and the reactions on your face
when we meet at thar special place
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i remember some one asked me
what was the greatest gift i ever had
at first i replied n said
my computer
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miss you

what happened to the days when we were young?
things have changed
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i have 2 be honest
i am scared
i am of afraid
of what will happen
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