I'm fine, I'm OK.
(I think of you night and day)
I see the stars,
I feel the sun.
...
I don't want to be the bonus.
The consolation for a life you consider erroneous.
I don't want to be the spice that brings flavour to your family recipe.
A simple additive for your nuclear serenity.
...
I try to convince myself I'll do it. Alone.
That I have the backbone.
The truth is, you see.
...
Je refuse d'accepter
La façon dont tu m'as traité.
Tu restes de marbre,
Le mépris de ton silence est impardonnable.
...
I'm wallowing in the last droplets
Of my glass of wine
And a river of self pity,
Wondering
...
Up in the clouds; feet on the ground)
You
I'm lying here
Thinking of You.
I'm not allowed.
Something You started
Long ago.
A game you laughingly disavowed.
A door You open and never go through.
My broken heart with someone other than you.
Wish I were yours,
Wish he were You.
You give yourself to me,
Then you take it all away.
My imagination, you say.
My expense,
Subjected to your glee.
No laughter anymore,
Tears as I become someone I abhor.
Dignity but by a whisper sustained,
Why don't You see
My pain?
Selfish,
Charming,
Waspish,
Alarming,
Astute,
Resolute,
You.
No more.
C'est grâce aux rêves que viennent les idées D'où l'espoir D'où la vie.