I try to convince myself I'll do it. Alone.
That I have the backbone.
The truth is, you see.
I can't do it without you.
I love you.
I need you with me.
I see the renovations
I wait.
I debate.
I see the renovations.
Trying to believe it will happen.
Relentlessly fantasizing.
Praying with passion.
A much awaited uprising.
I see the renovations.
I wait.
I debate.
I see the renovations.
Dark depths of twisted thoughts.
No guilt oozing from every pore.
In the name of serenity.
No more illicit infidelity.
I see the renovations.
I wait.
I debate.
I see the renovations.
New beginnings.
With all the trappings.
I saw a house today.
In complete disarray.
Just like us.
Just like me.
But I could see,
The renovations.
I wait.
I debate.
I see the renovations.
The sweat pouring down our backs.
Laughter amidst the noise of jacks.
Sharing visions.
Happy decisions.
I see the renovations.
I wait.
I debate.
I see the renovations.
A complicit couple; a loving family.
In desperate desire for this reality,
I raise my arms to welcome this fantasy.
I see the renovations.
I wait.
I debate.
I see the renovations.
To the Universe
I plead.
Hear my need.
Cajoling,
Inconsolable.
I see the renovations
I wait.
I debate.
I see the renovations
I wait
I wait.....
I await the renovations.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Nice write with ink dipped in emotions.