Crimson petals, velvet skin.
So shy, so quiet.
Hidden within the shadows.
Unoticed, untouched.
...
Every time I thought about him my heart was torn to shreds,
My eyes repeatedly shed tears of sorrow.
I thought of hurting others so that I could feel alive.
But it didn't happen, my heart crumbled,
...
My companion has no worries,
His eyes as green as grass.
His fur like velvet,
His nature kind.
...
I cut myself, I sliced my wrist, and watched
it flow without a care.
No pain, no infection, only blood.
I watched it flow from my wrist, go down
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I love him, I hate him
Air of death, blade of agony
My senses fail me when he draws near
how to play a woman’s heart
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I pull it around me like a cloak
And watch you through its folds
It muffles every word and gesture
Every move I make
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Alone together in the darkness,
I learned the meaning of your tears.
I've taken a step toward my destination,
but I don't want to hurt anyone.
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Too many minds, thoughts racing through my head. Five souls, four taken one untouched. Forever calling I cast two aside three left. I throw shadowed webs at one that can never be there truly, two left. One was loved, the other does not know I exist.
Not knowing which to let go, I toss and turn in and out of feverish dreams. Forever wandering alone. Walking forward looking but not actually seeing.
Dreaming but not sleeping.
Bleeding but not dying.
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