I cry and beg,
Scream and shout,
Anything to get your attention,
To get you to look at me
...
I lay awake
and think of you.
I think of your eyes,
your smile,
...
Screams of terror rise into the air,
moans of pain soar on the wind,
sirens sing through the night.
...
I want a river to form from these tears
and wash your memory away.
I want the heavens to cry
...
I sit and stare at nothing,
thanking god
for every moment you love me,
but
...
I cry and try to resist
falling into an abyss
and onto the rocky bottom below.
...
Tears slip from my eyes,
but my ring stays.
It was hard,
but I know we will make it through.
...
I wish I knew what was going on,
I wish I knew what to think.
And in a constant state of despair,
I wish to disappear for awhile,
...
This is the first I've seen
of this side of you,
It's not a pretty sight.
...
Sitting next to friends,
I'm surrounded by strangers.
Every things changed now,
I don't know who you are anymore.
...