it's reaLLy amazing how people have this perception that i'm really this innocent Little girL that doesn't know anything about the reality that's going on around my worLd..
when in fact i'm aLready this rOtten LittLe thing tHat's heLpLessLy faLLing apart.. yet what dO they knOw? ? ?
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seems just Like yesterday i can't even imagine myseLf apart from that guy...
seems just Like yesterday i beLonged onLy to him..
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i dOn't knOw how i gOt to thiS...
i used to be sO sure abOut everything..
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in the fOur cOrnes of my rOom,
siLence fiLLs every inch oF spaCe..
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I'm Losing grip of my sanity..
I feeL Like i'm faLLing into a deep trance..
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