Sinking... Poem by dianne san pascual

i dOn't knOw how i gOt to thiS...

i used to be sO sure abOut everything..

i was the master of my feeLings and i have no problems about myself...

i used to be contented with hiding away in my oLd made up mask, safe and far from harm in my made up dreamworLd..

but then..

in just a snap...

i everything changed...

i didnt notice it because it happened so fast...

my beLief, my dreams, my everything changed because of 'him'...

but then...

after he took of my mask and taught me stuff...

just when i have Learned to Live my Life beside him..

he Left...

he feLL out of Love for me...

i cant seem to get mad though...

i cant seem to bLame him..

despite everything...

i just wnat to thank him..

for teaching me and making me true to myseLf, not to hide..

for every bit of memory...

i just Like to thank him...

i feeL sad though..

because if he have not Left, i knew we couLd have Lasted..

we couLd have...

if onLy...

he stayed and Loved me..

its such a shame coz the memories we had was so great...

nakakapanghinayang Lang...

but i feeL no regrets for Loving him...

NOW.....

i have to move on....

coz there's no point hoLding on to something that was aLready in the past....

i got to keep moving forward..

forward....

forward.........