Im lost in a sea of hate,
A sea of frauds, mistrust and lies
Im lost in such a crowed place
I start to wonder if I will ever get out
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Everyone be screaming about their dream,
Dream of peace, dream of freedom
Well I say f*** that sh*t,
For this sh*t is coming now.
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I am looking down through glass mirrors and shards
shards of what could and would have been a better life
As a kid I used to play with mirrors trying to get that infinite reflection
But now I only wish i cold pull them apart
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You speak to me of your pain
Of a broken heart
You speak to me as if your all there is
As if I know not of pain
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What can you do
When the darkness no longer stays at bay
What can you do when it tries to do more then take the light
Your life has already been blinded of all possible light
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The bottle, the pills, the pain and the joy
People talk about the ways to fall asleep
Asleep to that dream land
Where the bottles pills pain and joy, all coincide
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This silence that always awaits for me
I turn for help, yet no one is there.
I look right, left and right again hoping;
Hoping someone might jump out that this will be over;
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I put my life in, Heart and soul.
I ask for naught,
Unless I really need it.
For I know
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Falls without resistance,
No one can tell it where to go.
Never quite wanted,
yet needed when its gone.
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You thought you had it all
The friends, the money
There wasn’t anything you couldn’t have
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