Doc. Smooth

As I sit here with my soul all twisted.
She won't even answer the simplest question.
In the silence I fear I hear the answer.
Spineless coward, can't even face me with a letter.
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I loved you,
despite all the hardships
we went through
I suppose I still do.
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Insiped creature why do you follow me around
mimicking my every move?
Leaving me alone only at high noon.
You blend into the ominous shadows in the the dark.
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Your eyes, your eyes, your eyes
I miss those ever-powerful beautiful eyes!

I miss when you would tilt your head down
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My feet striking the pavement in a rhythmic cadence.
Taking deep controlled breath's,
clearing my mind of my daily woes.
My best friend, with his four large paws, keeping perfect pace.
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Six point some billion people in this world
it's a wonder how so many of us feel so alone.
Maybe it's because so many of us are to selfish
and preoccupied to reach out and connect with those
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I can't write a line that ryhmes.
All that comes to mind is questions of why.
You give me no reason, you just disappeared.
What is it that you search your soul for?
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When winter has plagued me a million times
you have stood by my side and told me to rise!
When She broke my heart,
not once but twice,
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You think of me as foolish
Yet I know your game, your lies

Still I hold you in my heart
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Your kiss still fresh
on my lips memory.
Frozen in the past by your wintry touch
that has taken my breath.
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With labored respiraton are two bodies did meet.
Such sweet sensation after such frustration.
Your body silhoutted against mine.
Lost in rhythmic motion.
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I'm not here to please, just to be.
I'm all things. Good and bad,
happy and sad, sane and insane.
been stuck in the vain when I wanted to blow my brains.
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Long I sit in silence
quieting my inner realm.
I am the wind blowing through the trees.
I am the beautiful flower that blossoms in the spring.
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We may not have been built to suit.
your probably laying with another
as I sit here and ponder.
I may not be the greatest lover.
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Set me down at any port in a storm.
Sobriety is so damn hard.
AA meetings, therapy, can't believe this is my life.
No checking my feelings at the door.
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