eathan Scala

Burning cold air is all I have to take in now
Laying there beside her breathless somehow
Thoughts of the murder sneaking into my head
As I’m smilng... For its laughable seeing her dead
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My eyes open slowly through the shutters
I am taking in the sunlight
Creeping sounds of waves crashing against my still sleeping mind
This glare is too bright.
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The snow outside became colder and whiter...Gripping my numbing feet and naked chest ever so tighter.

Nails grabbing, skin breaking...Passion thriving then fading...
Overcome by a shadow of dark loneliness creeping up and over me...As she moves away slowly....Leaving me be.
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I yearn for you to save e from this ghost i call myself
i turn to find you sleeping...Not hearing my silent cry
my hands on walls with windows of broken glass
i yearn for you to save me from this moment in my past
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I sit and stare at the rain falling...Filling the gutters like the craving for her to know me...Fills my heart,

wondering how do i say it to her when i don't even exist to her?
Maybe she has seen me around?
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All I see is the sunset now. With all but an empty stare feeding
My mind
I walk here with numbing blue feet on raindrops falling
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Down my window runs the calming drizzle rain
Obscuring my vision of her
Distant sounds of traffic passing by
Her blurry shape standing there and cry,
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