Elizaveth Banda

he made me laugh, he made me mad
but no matter what, i knew that he was mine
people judged, people laughed
no one knew he was my life
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I can cry, but why
All he did was break my heart
He just lied
He lied to me, the one thing that i couldn't deny
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That song, it was my life
Now its my sorrow
I don't want to hear it
I don't want to know it
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As I sit here looking at your picture I remember the love we shared,
The kisses we dreamt about and the touches we craved,
It was an unusual love with no escape, but in each other we were a slave to love
You always kept me running with each beat of my heart as it raced, you were my true love
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Im so sick of trying to move on
Im so sick of having to give up
why didn't i just say I was done
why didn't i just stop and realize i was already gone
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Looking back at all my memories
To remember that kiss
To remember the late nights of comfort
I'm glad I didn't know how he felt
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I dont want to hurt him anymore
but my thoughts are of another guy
Everytime we kiss I'm thinking of that special guy
The one I see in my dreams and the one I think of in the mourning
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Its just a place, its just a time
I miss you, I wish you were here
here laying by my side
Who was I to choose our path
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You always walked by my side
You always told me I could reach my desires
You never judged me and never let me go
You are my everything and I know with you I can fly
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I wish i could help you
your sadness within, your pain of emptiness
you are special, dont think otherwise
I wish I could help
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No please just don’t go away
I want to be with you here
I want to see your dreams
And I know that I’ll never say goodbye
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