Ellen Mendez

My days are not long enough
But, it takes too long that i couldn't even laugh
Searching things that could brings joy,
But nothing to be found, not even a toy
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In the silence of the skies so blue
Laying in consciousness as the wind blew
Reminiscing the moment of me and you
In the vastness memories of undue
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Pure, vulnerable as it used to be
Where sweet fragrance rushing to meet by a bee

White rose covered with insects and grin
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Clashing, bubbling in the silence of nowhere
Wondering were can find somewhere
Where is my perfect place?
Where is my desired happiness?
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In the vastness of skies above
I wonder if i truly loved
Soaring high to aim that crown
In that constant wind that blown
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You are awesome, you are the best
you are almost perfect
your sweet smelling aroma,
your frizzy drowning smile
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Shining above it's so bright
Hope, visions, carried by its light
Standing here it's oh so clear
But thousand miles it's distance to say it's oh so near
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Pure, vulnerable, adored as it used to be,
Where sweet fragrance rushing to meet by a bee
White rose covered with insects and grin,
Where leaves had fade, petals turn to a twain
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All dust of memories bundle all knowledge
The world that gathered wealth; today and future
Forever life is full; satisfied, privilege
Running to the next, the next page of nature
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Walking in the blues of nowhere,
Doing things like ever
A routine in my everyday life
That nothing would change whatever it might
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Remembering the past,
As the moment pass

Wondering how it went wrong,
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My heart awaits at stable
In the silence of being able
Wishing and hopping they'll come
To fulfill what was gone and done
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Out of the blue,
A single man came through
Life is like a rainbow
dashing out of the blue
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He doesn't value love
But love value him
He's too precious when you love,
But nothing in times of woe
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On the moment that your tears would fall,
On Him you should only crawl
On your tongue that full of spices,
On your heart that turns to pieces
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Tiredness endures from brightness to darkness,
Where lonesome covers joy and happiness
When will the light endures?
Where day and night, darkness that rules?
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She bow her head for the blood had shed,
And trembled in the life that dread
It was not she that ends her life,
But herself that holds the knife
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Faced the ground for the rain would fall,
And embrace the light that crawl
Fly away from that hole,
And look beyond the wall
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In this world we're not destined

Destiny lies in our path
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Should i be happy?
Should i be lonely?
Should i be angry?

What should i feel?
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