ESPN CHICK Poems

The way I feel doesn't matter anymore
Faking the smiles everyday not letting my true feelings show
The way I feel is that no one truly cares
Caring about me is like caring for an invisible friend
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Because of you I don't know whats right or wrong anymore
Because of you I have to pretend that I'm happy with you
I could never breakaway from this relationship
You had me locked up and would not let me free
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Its three in the morning and I can't seem to sleep
All I can think about is you and what you mean to me
You're the one that I can trust and if I need a shoulder to lean on
I know I can come to you
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I'm holding onto this pain
And I do not know why
I do not know the reasons for anything
Especially why you are on my mind
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The black sky drifts over me
Represents who I am
My heart and soul its black
My scars upon my arm represents me
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Drowning in these tears I've cried
Hoping that it would drown out the pain
But instead I crawled through the pain
Ran through the storms
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I can't say I'm fine without you
Because I'm not
My life sucks now that you're gone
I thought you cared
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I'm drowning in this pain of misery
Everywhere I go pain is there with me
It's my shadow
It stares back at me in the mirror
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I haven't talked to you in some time
You don't even know how much I miss you
It's two in morning and I'm tossing and turning
Can't sleep cause you're on my mind
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If you only knew how much I missed you
How much I was bitter at you
All the lies you told I let them crumble into
Talking to you again was the best thing that's happened to me in a long while
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