I wish I could tell you,
What I really feel,
Sometimes things are all too real,
I was just beginning to forget,
...
It will always matter,
Regardless what you say,
I guess it's just the ladder,
The ladder of life,
...
Why must I feel this way?
It should have been a joyous day,
Instead I sit here, crying out my eyes,
While my head is screaming inside,
...
On my thumb, I wear his ring,
To his favorite songs I sing,
His sweatshirt hugs around my waist,
On my lips, cling his taste,
...
The spills of our past,
Cause the pain to last,
The trust begins to fade,
Like a card with no spades,
...
Life is…
A window.
Some are open and exposed,
While others are very tightly closed,
...
I thought I felt it,
A little spark,
Coming into the light,
And out of the dark,
...
You said we were,
More than just friends,
But now you deny it,
And there came the end,
...
Pen and paper,
A trembling hand,
Fearful of mistakes,
Afraid to take a stand,
...