Holly Phan

My mind lacks in the department of being trained,
my pain spread through my body like rain,
I guess it runs in the veins,
always depress causing people stress can't flex,
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When your heart turn into stone,
is sinks to the bottom of the ocean,
and you get this silly notion,
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Started out as an ember,
so careless and free,
now it's a fire,
how can this be? ,
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I'm sorry for my life,
I'm sorry for my lies,
I'm sorry for everything,
I'm sorry for the times I cry,
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Where's my winter wonderland,
can't seem to understand,
how these cold snow flakes dance,
upon my ice pale hand,
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Death is near,
not what I expect,
they're close to tears,
I thought of less,
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How can I be my self,
when some one else,
have hurt me,
I'm blind to see,
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Midnight and taking a stroll,
silver light it's taking a toll,
I'm a beast ready to feast,
starving for a think juicy meat.
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I'm here with tears,
I'm here with fear,
I'm scared,
and no one cares,
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Mans have no fear,
to them there's always a cure,
how come it can't be simple,
easy & random as a pimple,
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I started out so innocent and pure,
as i grew older I've grown so insecure,
thought I'll be secure,
now I know for sure,
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Everything I want is out of my touch,
when I want something I feel a rush,
but when I can't get it I make a fuss,
I'm here trying not to hold a grudge,
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Do you know what kills me every time you make a promise?
looking straight into my eyes and
say' i dont know what your talking about? '
it creates a hole deeper than an abyss,
my tears will bring it to drought, fill it with doubt,
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Close your eyes and I'll kiss you,
tomorrow I'll miss you,
but before all this can happen,
I just want to ask you this question,
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There was a long look on everyone's face,
as they drag their feet shuffling to place,
wondering ghostly as they shake,
from the heavy steel lace,
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It's suppose to be a special day,
but everybody left and fade away,
I'm on my knees, I pray to thee,
to hear my plea, to guide me from my misery,
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