My Real Thoughts Poem by Holly Phan

Close your eyes and I'll kiss you,
tomorrow I'll miss you,
but before all this can happen,
I just want to ask you this question,
did you no I love you so?
never thought these feelings will go,

It shows I'll never miss you tomorrow,
in this deep dark depressing sorrow,
this feelings of unbearable pain,
just one day you're not the same,
all I want is things will never change
thought my heart can finally be tame,

Thinking of my heart,
I'm sorry we're far apart,
hope we can sort it all out,

Why is this abyss in my chest,
is it because you left,
my broken heart can never rest,
filling my head with such a mess,
you think this will pass,
and finally see me in a dress,

Hell no, no forget this one,
I'll grab a gun put it to my head so I'll never hear you call me hun,
so don't even try, I know your dirty lies,
deep down inside, I just want to burst out and cry,
telling myself this is the last time you'll see tears go down from my eyes,
because of you I really should just die, isn't that right?