Jackie Oakden Poems

i got an idea
i just hope im wrong
the sun is not shining brightly yeah
its gonna be like that for very long
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all i know is that he is a freak
who probably thinks im a geek
now there is nothing but red on his cheeks
but all i know is that its my friend and i he seeks
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I know throughout my life I've been shy
how does that make you ask why
I'm not social like I should be
but being shy is just about me
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I can see in your eyes
that you're just full of lies
with these loose ends tied in two ties
each cut means one more girl dies
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Because of you I can't fear anything else anymore
you're the reason why I go screaming out the door
you're the reason why I sleep on the floor
in my dreams all I see is you and bloody gore
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Let me be
I must be free
Let me go
I have to show
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[verse 1]
staying up every night
until the sky breaks dawn
we're always in a fight
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there was something I wanted to say
but not today
not when the skies are gray
instead, I stay inside on my bed I just lay
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I used to think that having a life could be fun
but now I know that life can turn it's back on you
all I want to do is turn around and run
people would think you would too
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sleeping in the hallows of my dream
with the fears trapped inside my head
my imaginary friend cannot be seen
no matter how many tears I've shed
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