Dark as my world may seem
I roam through a world of dreams
Through the kisses of the misty winds
And all the places my tears has been
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A blackened cloud
an unstable ground nor sound
a hollow space
and empty place
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Dear Mom,
I don't know what would make you happy
To let go of who i am and give you a better me
To make my flaws vanish in a second just for your reasons
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Whenever i kiss you i float amongst the stars
whenever i dream of you i travel long and far
hoping the distance won't fade and take you away
and take your sweet kiss from me today
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The ocean rushes into your head
as you believe with all the truth you have left
and your mind tainting away into your emptiness, where know one is home
fading into the darkness till you feel alone
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I cut myself too see my blood
I cut myself cause i feel like a flood
am mad when i cut
am sad when i start
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In my mind i capture and seduce you with the inevitable blashphemy dreams of sex
Lust at our sight dominating our control of the prudent mind,
it's so clear of what this can lead to next
your eyes gazing at me
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I don't know anymore
Who i am
What i can do
It's all out of my hands and i don't care to understand
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It can't be real
it can't be real
the things i see, the things i feel
it can't possible be real
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