jasmine ware

I remember how being young was so easy,
I could play all day,
Sleep when I wanted,
Eat what I pleased,
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Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
she knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.
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Im misunderstood
No one even knows how I feel deep inside
Im misunderstood
No one knows the correct way to handle me
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I distract them with my eyes,
And guide them with my words,
I try to persuade them,
And tell them its not a curse,
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Burning bridges,
Taking chances,
People treat me way to different,
Always fighting for my right,
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Dealing with my mom,
The yelling,
The screaming,
And my sister is crying,
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Theres a shadow when I sleep,
It watches over me,
And sometimes it speaks,
Call me crazy,
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They stare,
When they see me,
Ive wondered for years,
Why do they stare,
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I met this girl
And
She understand how I feel deep inside
She knows the correct way to handle
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I wrote a poem about me
And got yelled at non sympathetically
Hearing my mother call me selfish
Trying to explain the problem to her
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I tried it,
And it worked,
I caused the ones who really love me to hurt,
I thought it was for the best,
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She feels trapped,
In this unfit body,
She feels trapped,
In this face she finds ugly,
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i doubt he loves me,
i doubt he cares,
i doubt he knows how much i really need him there,
i doubt he sees the way i look at him,
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breaking,
acheing,
two times closer to fading,
life is like a rollercoaster,
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contemplation,
lack of dedication,
quick penetration,
too much information about other women's sensations,
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