Once you experience pain
Intense, extreme
Life altering loss
The pain of grief
...
For a while
All I wanted to do
Was lose myself.
I just wanted some way
...
I am tired of
Feeling restless
Of not feeling comfortable
In my own skin
...
I hate that you drank
That my memories are
Filled with
Stumbling and alcohol breath
...
When I think back
On the last 10 years
I realize that the majority
Of that time
...
Grief's Imprint
Once you experience pain
Intense, extreme
Life altering loss
The pain of grief
Death - Sorrow
It is eternal
You begin a new chapter,
One that is excruciating
Where fear takes control
Of your
Emotions.